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Saturday, January 29, 2005
my new site is RIGHT HERE if you click on it....lol
Posted at 1/29/2005 1:46:44 am by Jackaveli
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Friday, January 28, 2005
Guess Who's Bizzack??!!??!!
How long has it been? Yup, forever. I really have been busy as all hell. Since I last left you, Shaka came up here for two weeks during the Christmas/New Years holiday. Our buddy Sherin came up here too for a week. We had about the maximum amount of fun you could possibly have without really leaving the house. LMAO.
I'm not really telling the events since last update in order so just bare with me......
January 25th marked our 9 month mark, or as she likes to call it, 3/4ths. LOL. She's weird. Things are going just fine. We hit a little snag at one point, but that situation is straightened out and it's out of my hands now. I'm the type of dude that just moves forward and hopes that whatever's behind me doesn't bite my ass. No time to stop and think about anything. Life's too short, right?
Ya knew it had to happen, right? Yup, my peaceful era at work has ended, and it has ended in a fury. It's SO DAMN LONG of a story, I refuse to tell anyone besides Shaka all the details because it takes too much energy to tell the story. And honestly, it's too long to keep any of your attention, especially since you all don't know the characters involved. All I can really say is that I'm at a point where I'm either going to be transferred to a different department, suspended, my supervisor disciplined in some way, or I get terminated. Either way it goes, I'mma suffer somehow. Even if nothing happens with me (which is the way it's supposed to be) then if my boss gets in some kind of trouble, he's gonna take it out on me thru extra assignments. My best bet is to transfer to a different department (there's only one other department that has an opening), and it won't be much of an upgrade. My alternative is to just find another job. The choice I'm leaning towards though is behind door #3. I'll take a month leave of absence, and then when my 2 year anniversary comes up (which will be pushed back to June 5th because of the month off) I'll take a year educational leave. That way, I can be reimbursed 60% of my salary if I maintain a C average (ya joking right?) and I can find a better job in the process. If all else fails, at least when I return to work, my boss will probably be in a different department because word is that someone else is retiring and he's in line for that position and it's going to happen within this year. Pray for me y'all.
I'm going to AZ again in Feb. to see Shaka. I don't know when and how long yet though....it's all depending on if I take that leave or not. If I take it, I'm going for 2-3 weeks. If I don't take it, I'll be there the weekend before V-Day. V-Day is important for both of us because neither of us have had a partner for that day ever. We are well on our way to ending that situation for both of us. She wants to wreck the apartment with wild animal sex before she moves out so I guess I gotta oblige. OOPS....Was that out loud? LOL. She'll be leaving the apartment at the end of Feb. and moving in with a group of girls. Hopefully that works out for her.
What else is going on? Well, my baby got me a TiVo so I've just been re-igniting my love affair with television. I stopped watching it because I wanna watch it when I'M ready to, not when they decide they wanna air CSI. So when I get bored, I watch the 12 or so CSI episodes it has recorded since the last time I watched TV. And now I don't have to worry about missing anymore CHICAGO BULLS games (you heard of them, they probably beat your favorite team recently, lmao).
Oh yeah, one last note.....I know I've killed off this blog about a million times before but this time might be it......See, my baby loves me so damn much that she made me my own website. I'mma try to transfer this blog to my site, but if I can't, I'mma start fresh on there. I need to start fresh cuz this blog got a lot of negative crapola on it. This blog has a lot of history. Who can forget when I claimed I basically invented the blog? LMAO. I still say I was the first person that I knew of outside of Sheita to be on blogdrive, and now everyone is. Now THAT can't be argued. LOL. Who can forget my rendition of ETHER dedicated to that fake chick Chrissy? Who can forget my ruthless clique, The TaliFAM???? lmao. THAT was history. LOL. Who can forget how SOMEONE was guaranteed to get pissed at one of my DAILY entries?? Yep, if you're new, you heard it right. I used to write in here daily. Better yet, three times a day. LOL. Who can forget my dozens of failed attempts to put a radio blog on here? After 10 months of signing up to free web hosters...I finally succeeded. LOL. It's fitting that my potential last post on blog drive is brought in with my radio blog. LOL. Yup, we got memories......
*closes the door*
Posted at 1/28/2005 11:37:29 pm by Jackaveli
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
I gotta update......but I didn't wanna type no LONG ASS update right now so I'mma just use some space right here. Won't even change songs like I do for EVERY new entry....
My feet smell like ammonia tonight for some odd reason :(
I still got a spending problem (but at least it's on other people more than myself)
I'm still recovering from the Nas concert on Thursday (it was GREAT)
My room look like ground zero
I miss my baby....AND SHE STOLE MY T-SHIRT. GO SEE FOR YOURSELF ON HER BLOG. THAT PICTURE IS ADMISSABLE IN THE COURT OF LAW!!!!
Thank y'all for coming out, God bless, good night.
Posted at 12/4/2004 2:06:00 am by Jackaveli
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Friday, November 19, 2004
Yup, 3 entries in 3 days. I can't believe it. This one is sorta forced though. Not due to a lack of things to say, but the willingness to say them. I am gonna stay true to the format I picked out....NAS WEEK. This is day 3, so this is the 3rd song. Coon Picnic (These Are Our Heroes). I like this song because he's calling out all these black celebrities that aren't really true to our community.
He calls out Kobe in the first verse...and it kinda sounds like he's calling out Bentley in the second one, but I'm not sure. I won't speculate. At the end, he sarcastically shouts out to Tiger Woods, Taye Diggs, and Cuba Gooding Jr. Why did I pick this one out? Well, because of the death of Ol' Dirty Bastard. The media is tearing this man's legacy down. And we are letting it happen. Sure he wasn't the most sane person...but he wasn't as crazy as made out to be. He was a brother that needed help. And now in his death, the media uses their SPECULATION as if it's official. We don't know if he died due to drugs, or ANYTHING. We just know he passed. Leave it at that. And because of the media's focus on these things instead of his accomplishments, people are saying "why is everyone acting like this is a big blow to hip-hop"???
ODB was a member of Wu-Tang. He was the FIRST member to have a solo album. It went platinum and was nominated for a Grammy. Yeah we all know and love Method Man (his album came second) but he got no Grammy nomination for any of his albums. Yeah, he got one for a song. ODB has had several hits and was a charismatic figure in hip-hop with a voice, delivery, lyrics, and personality that CAN'T be duplicated. THAT'S why it's so sad that he's gone. When Pac died, I was devistated. But yet, the things he and Big did can be emulated. We see bandanas, tats, wifebeaters, blatant contradictory lyrics, ballers, and everyone trying their best to freestyle EVERYTHING they do. So when they passed, someone could carry their type of music on. Maybe not as good as them, but it could still carry on. Remember, Pac & Big died and DMX, Ja, and Jigga blew off the charts a year OR two later.
If he did die due to drugs, it's a sad thing, but he had a LIFE too...and he entertained like none other. And while people lessen his legacy, people forget that 2005 could have been THAT YEAR that things changed for him. He signed to Rocafella earlier this year. He was putting the finishing touches on his album when he passed. He completed another album as a compilation with his crew Brooklyn Zoo. He completed a reality TV show that will be on Spike TV next year. He had a clothing line called Dirty Wear that he was working on. It was OBVIOUS that he was trying to change things. Maybe it was his way of making right with his maker......and when his maker saw that, He took him while he could.....
So yeah, continue to dance a jig to "our heroes" of hip-hop, Nelly, Chingy, and retards of the such just because they have simple lyrics you can understand and beats you can shake your ass to. Who cares that they have NOTHING significant to say??? That beat is tight, and did you see all the chains and chicks in the video? WOW.
Posted at 11/19/2004 2:20:53 am by Jackaveli
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
This is entry #2 of Nas Week to celebrate the new cd that he's coming out with. Plus, I like using good hip-hop music to inspire my entries. Not a lot of good hip-hop lately, which is why I don't write a lot. Anyways, the song I decided to put on the blog for today is "Getting Married". No subliminals or anything. I just really like how visual this song is and I kinda want my wedding to have this same vibe. It kinda inspires me to say some things to my girl as well, but I won't be typing it here...at least not before I tell her. I'm on the phone with her as I type. I'll tell her what I have to tell her as I write this entry.
I planned on telling her things....things that were deep down inside of me....and while I worked up to that point, things hit a snag. See, I picked this song because for once in my life, I've been doing a lot of forward-thinking. And in doing that, I've seen her in a lot of my visions. She's had such an affect on me that I would be willing to consider her and consider fitting her into my plans. I'm not a dumb dude that would let a girl change my life completely, especially when I haven't even got my things straight myself. But I'd give her enough power over me to where she'd influence some big decisions I would make in my life....
This song is an example of Nas' forward thinking. He's found someone and that's the direction he wants to go with her. I found someone too. And this is a direction I'd love for us to go SOMEDAY. I'm not gonna say I'd make plans for us to do that, but I'd be WILLING to make plans for us to make that path a much better possibility. Whether it be me moving closer to her or whatever it takes. But see, as we talk at this absolute moment.....that vision I had of her in a wedding dress gets hazier and hazier.
I no longer see anyone in that dress....just a shadow......
No more forward thinking for me....at least when it comes to relationships. I've gotten into too many where I'd be willing to go thru so many changes and sacrifices just to PUT OURSELVES IN A POSITION to make things better. I, to this day, still haven't gotten that back. It's getting discouraging these days. I'm not getting younger.
But Shaka....she's still young. Me? I'm young too...but not that young....I guess maybe a woman shouldn't fit in my near future. Maybe I should make decisions that best suit myself and no one else. Hell, it's possible for ANYONE to better themselves in life and carry someone along for the ride, but the load is so much more lighter when no one's on your shoulders....Would that be selfish?
Looks like I won't be "Getting Married" anytime soon.....
Posted at 11/18/2004 2:30:22 am by Jackaveli
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Yup, it's Tuesday (well, actually Wednesday) but I'mma TRY to do a week long "theme" type blog. This is my attempt to force myself to write in here everyday like I used to. Well, Nas new album has fallen into my possession (COP THAT DOUBLE DISC "STREETS DISCIPLE" NOVEMBER 30TH). One particular song that has stood out is a song called "Live Now", that is about appreciating life. Peep how the song switches pace in the middle and.....nah, I'll give away too much. Just listen to the second half of the song CLOSELY and pay attention to the flow and everything. I swear, this is the most clever shit I've ever heard on a song before. LOL. Plus the lyrical content is tight. If you can figure it out, hit me up on yahoo or something so I can see how much of a hip-hop head you REALLY are.
But yeah, this song makes me think about how I'm now 23. I swear.....See...I'm the youngest cousin in my generation...so when my cousins started hitting their 20s....23 to be specific, I would always notice how time's flying. And now here I am. And all those cousins got babies....I got lil' cousins I don't even know. No matter how much I try to live, it seems like life is still moving too fast. Soon I'll be writing about how I got a kid or two and I never saw it coming. This is crazy.
I been with my girl for over a half year already. It had me thinking....See, distance is cool in the beginning and all because we both know our situation and how it was too soon to try to relocate to be closer....But that only seemed like yesterday. And at that pace, tomorrow will seem like a year. I mean, I never expected that our 6 month mark would come so soon. Hell, what am I talking about. We are about to hit 7 months next week. See, time IS flying. So of course I know I gotta start thinking about how we are gonna continue to pull this off much longer with the distance. We are gonna be approaching a year. Can't let time just fly past me. I gotta start forward-thinking. And for once in my life, I'm thinking rather optimistic instead of pessimistic....and that's rare. Especially for a relationship. I just got good feelings about her and I know that we just need to be closer for things to shoot thru the roof. The distance is a restraint on both our parts. I think that our problems is that I don't have my shit together enough to make the move out there, and she's too cautious to move out here. There are pros and cons on both our sides. One compromise would be for us to meet halfway, but Oklahoma sucks from what I understand. LMAO. I think I'll try to talk to her more about it tonight or tomorrow and attempt to not catch feelings about the subject. I admit I was a little pissed the other night when the subject came up. I'm just afraid that if a move isn't made, we won't last.....
So what am I trying to do? LIVE NOW!!!!!
Posted at 11/17/2004 2:10:50 am by Jackaveli
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Friday, November 05, 2004
If ya know me, you already know by now that I usually wait until I find a song that I'm really feeling before I post in here. Why? Well, I need mood music. I usually let music dictate the direction of my entries. Yeah, Eminem leaked and all.....but I came across a prize possession that I decided to put on here instead of yet ANOTHER Eminem song like every other blog probably doing at this moment (GO SUPPORT THAT ALBUM BY THE WAY!!!!).
This takes me to the theme.....UPPERCUT!!!! Yup, there's a couple of things/people that make me just wanna uppercut shit!!! STARTING WITH DUBYA-C (he's somewhere crip walking in Washington). To my understanding, when 9/11 happened, EVERYONE IN THE WORLD blamed Bush. Bush was supposed to have known something was on the horizon. PLUS, people are ALWAYS ripping Bush for the idiotic statements that expose him as the RETARD that he is. Who can forget the infamous moments where he asked "There's blacks in Brazil?" or even worse, when he waved to Stevie Wonder!!!! Anyways, with all the Bush bashing over the past 4 years, he STILL managed to get MORE VOTES THAN ANY OTHER PRESIDENT EVER IN HISTORY. How the hell????? And I honestly believe this was a legit election.....So as far as politics.....
-I wanna uppercut the shit outta AMERICA for talking so much shit for 4 years but not backing it up in the voting booth. Y'all suck ass.
-I wanna uppercut the partisan news media that sickened the shit outta me all day Tuesday. Easily the worst election coverage I've ever seen. Shout out to Dan Rather though. I don't blame him for not covering anymore. He was actually one of the ONLY decent anchors. Him and Peter Jennings.
-I wanna uppercut Bush, but I can't even blame him. And if you know me, you already know that I say that Cheney is the REAL devil in all of this.
-I wanna uppercut Kerry for not being a fighter...he's such a pussy, and somewhere deep down inside, I didn't really want him as Prez anyways....I was just banking on him kneeling over and croaking and leaving the country in John Edwards hands. LOL.
Vote for Hillary Clinton....hell, vote for Barack Obama if he decides to run, although he'd get assassinated. 2008 BABY!!!! Only just over 1400 days left.....
On another page....don't get offended y'all....but I wanna uppercut the shit outta moms right about now. I wouldn't actually do it, but if there were legal cloning....I'd clone her, then uppercut the shit outta that clone!!!! I had no idea the car insurance was due....she waited for it to to basically run out before she told me. I changed my policy to just liability because I just simply can't afford it right now....and SHE KNOWS THIS!!!! Ugh. She talks all this shit about all this money she got flowing...but then when it's all said and done, I'm coughing up more than I'm supposed to be. I don't complain though because if I was out on my own, it would be rent every month. Shit, I wouldn't mind, but I wanna see Y'ALL try to save money living with this woman. She's a fuckin leech. I wouldn't be able to stack my paper to move out if my life depended on it. To be honest, I'm really banking on her finding a man and moving out and leaving me the house. That's what she's been saying for years. I have more of a chance with that than moving out. Sounds like bullshit, but trust, that's much more likely than me just moving out.
What pisses me off the most is that she knows I owe Shaka $500 but she still trying to drain me of what I'mma have left. Then you know what? She gonna nag the shit outta me for not having spare loot for when I go to see her for Thanksgiving in Arizona. Well, I WOULD IF HER ASS WOULD STOP MOOCHING!!!!
*uppercuts a pillow*
Alright, I'm better. Ya know what? Can't wait until Sunday. I get to go ball. First time in months. Y'all know that's my therapy. I'll feel better then.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!! Not only is Shaka coming, but Sherin (Abbie) says she wanna visit too....and Robin (Blaxi) is coming back to Chicago for Christmas. I don't like going out much, but if they are all here, I'mma have to go out and act an ass for once. :-D Anyone else wanna have a white Christmas in Chicago? :)
Posted at 11/5/2004 6:56:13 pm by Jackaveli
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Monday, November 01, 2004
in·iq·ui·ty  ( P ) Pronunciation Key ( -nk w-t )
n. pl. in·iq·ui·ties
- Gross immorality or injustice; wickedness.
- A grossly immoral act; a sin.
[Middle English iniquite, from Old French, from Latin in quit s, from inquus, unjust, harmful : in-, not; see in-1 + aequus, equal.]
What's up peoples? Just sitting here bored. My girl didn't call me when she woke up. LOL. She disobeyed a direct order. The iniquity of that subordination is unbearable. LMAO. Lemme stop. I could have called myself. I just been sitting here thinking to myself. I had been in a very sociable mood as of late, but last night.......well, I won't say it was killed....but it was subdued. It's definitely not my girl's fault. Something she said kinda triggered it though. It wasn't anything bad though. It was a very good thing. Something I really needed to hear at that particular time.
See, we just passed our 6th month mark, and Halloween (today) marks one year since I first met her in person. For us to have made it this far into our relationship considering the distance is a show of our strength and our willingness to make this work against all odds.....but sometimes I feel like I'm not doing all that I should/can do to make this the best possible relationship I can. There are many reasons for which I won't say. Not to try to add mystery to this whole thing....but sometimes you gotta fight your own battles internally and privately. If the battle within were to consume me, that's when I'd reach out to her for her help...but in all honesty, I can do it on my own. I need to get over this mental roadblock and move on completely in my life.....because although I am over all my past experiences, I really haven't fully let go. It's so subconscious that I don't even recognize it. It HAS to be, because I KNOW deep down inside that things between Shaka and I are supposed to be even more deeper than it is right now.
I think that the fact that I am....I dunno....holding back, is sort of an iniquity towards myself....simply because I spent so many years complaining about the females I encountered. I've been lucky to have had such a loyal woman. It's all that I've ever asked for. When someone asks for the qualities I want in a woman, I always list honesty, loyalty, and intelligence off the top. I've gotten that....and while I appreciate it, I'm gonna have to learn to appreciate it more. The words she spoke to me last night touched me and I really just need to soak it all in and remember what I have and what I DIDN'T have all those years......
P.S.) R. Kelly done fucked up...I'm still a fan though
Artist: Lauryn Hill
Song: The Mystery of Iniquity
It's the mystery of Inquity...
Said it's the misery of Inquity...
Said it's the history of Inquity...
When it all...
All falls down...
Telling you all...
It all falls down
Children...
Eat your bread
Little children...
Eat your bread
Cause it all...
All falls down...
Telling you all...
It all falls down
Yo!
Y'all can't handle the truth in a courtroom of lies
Perjures the jurors, witness despised
Crooked lawyers, false indictments publicized
Its entertainment...the arraignments
The subpoenas
High profile gladiators in bloodthirsty arenas
Enter the Dragon
Black-robe crooked-balance
Souls bought and sold and paroled for thirty talents
Court reporter catch the surface on the paper
File it in the system not acknowledged by the Maker
Swearing by the bible blatantly blasphemous
Publicly perpetrating that "In God We Trust"
Cross-examined by a master manipulator
The faster intimidator
Receiving the judge's favor
Deceiving sabers doing injury to they neighbors
For status, gratis, apparatus and legal waivers
See the bailiff
Representing security
Holding the word of God soliciting perjury
The prosecution
Political prostitution
The more money you pay.. the further away solution
Legal actors
Babylon's benefactors
Masquerading as the agency for the clients
Hypocritical giants
Morally non-compliant
Orally armed to do bodily harm
Polluted, recruited and suited judicial charm
And the defense isn't making any sense
Faking the confidence of escaping the consequence
That a defendant is depending on the system
Totally void of judgment purposely made to twist em'
Emotional victim blackmailed by the henchmen
Framed by intentions
Inventions whereby they lynch men
Enter the false witness slandering the accused
Planting the seed openly showing he's being used
To discredit, edit, headed for the alleged
Smearing the individual fearing the unsuspected
Expert witness (the paid authority)
Made a priority to deceive the majority
Of disinterested peers
Dodging duty for years
Hating the process
waiting to be returning to their careers
Do we expect the system made for the elect
To possibly judge correct?
Properly serve and protect?
Materially corrupt
Spiritually amuck
Oblivious to the cause
Prosperously bankrupt
Blind leading the blind
Guilty never defined
Filthy as swine
A generation pure in it's own mind
Legal extortion
Blown out of proportion
In vein deceit
The truth is obsolete
Only two positions:
Victimizer or Victim
Both end up in destruction trusting this crooked system
Mafia with diplomas keeping us in a coma trying to own a piece of the "American Corona"
The Revolving Door
Insanity every floor
Skyscraping, paper chasing
What are we working for?
Empty traditions
Reaching social positions
Teaching ambition to support the family superstition?
When the Son of Perdition is Commander in Chief
The standard is Thief
Brethren can we candidly speak?
Woe to the men
Trusted in the chariots dem'
Leaning on horses
They run their intellectual sources
Counterfeit wisdom creating the illusion of freedom
Confusion consumes them
Every word they speak it turns them out really white
Internally they absent of light
trapped in the night and bonded to the Cain of the night
Under the curse
Evil men waxing more worse
Faxing the first
Angelic being cast to the earth
It's time for rebirth
Burnin up the branch and the root
The empty pursuits of every tree bearing the wrong fruit
Turn and be healed
Let him who stole, no longer steal
Oh it's real
Surrender for Jehovah is real
How long will you sleep
Troubled by the thoughts that YOU keep
The idols YOU heap
Causing the destruction you reap
Judgment has come
Find it and return to the One
Abandon the flesh
Self-interest: Broadway to death
Pride and the Greed
Hide and subdividing the seed
The knowledge of Good and Evil is what caused us to lie
Caused us to die
Let your emotions be crucified
Renounce all your thoughts
Repent and let your mind be re-taught
You'll find what you sought...was based on the deception you bought
A perception of naught
Where the majority remains caught
Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die
Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die
Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die
Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die
It's the mystery of Iniquity
Say it's the history of Iniquity
Say it's the misery of Iniquity
When it all...
All falls down
I'm telling you all...
It all falls down
Posted at 11/1/2004 1:16:44 am by Jackaveli
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Friday, October 22, 2004
I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America
And to the Republic for which it stands
One nation under God
Indivisible...
It feels so good to be back..
I scrutinize every word, memorize every line
I spit it once, refuel and re-energize and rewind
I give sight to the blind, my insight to the mind
I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time
It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as
I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass
If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask
A father who has grown up with a fatherless past
Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has
Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task
And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft
Slash entrepreneur who has held onto few more rap acts
Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half
Of his career typical manure moving past that
Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class act
Rubber band man, yea he just snaps back
Chorus:
Come along follow me as I lead through the darkness
As I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed
Carry on, give me hope, give me strength
Come with me and I won't steer you wrong
Put your faith and your trust as I guide us through the fog
To the light at the end of the tunnel
We gonna fight, we gonna charge, we gonna stomp, we gonna march
Through the swamp, we gonna mosh through the marsh
Take us right through the doors (c'mon)
All the people up top on the side and the middle
Come together lets all form and swamp just a little
Just let it gradually build from the front to the back
All you can see is a sea of people some white and some black
Don't matter what color, all that matters we gathered together
To celebrate for the same cause don't matter the weather
If it rains let it rain, yea the wetter the better
They ain't gonna stop us they can't, we stronger now more than ever
They tell us no we say yea, they tell us stop we say go
Rebel with a rebel yell, raise hell we gonna let em know
Stomp, push, shove, mush, Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home (c'mon)
Chorus.
Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us
Mosh pits outside the oval office
Someone's tryina tell us something,
Maybe this is god just sayin' we're responsible
For this monster, this coward,
That we have empowered
This is Bin Laden, look at his head noddin'
How could we allow something like this without pumping our fists
Now this is our final hour
Let me be the voice in your strength and your choice
Let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise
Try to amplify the times it, and multiply by six...
Teen million people, Are equal at this high pitch
Maybe we can reach Al-Queda through my speech
Let the president answer a higher anarchy
Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
No more psychological warfare, to trick us to thinking that we ain't loyal
If we don't serve our own country, we're patronizing a hero
Look in his eyes its all lies
The stars and stripes, they've been swiped, washed out and wiped
And replaced with his own face, Mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight you know why,
Cause I told you to fight.
Chorus.
And as we proceed,
To Mosh through this desert storm,
In these closing statements, if they should argue
Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard
Mr. President, Mr. Senator
Do you guy's hear us...hear us...*laughing* (Hailie)
Posted at 10/22/2004 9:24:50 am by Jackaveli
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Y'all ready? Time to vote. I'm just watching TV now more than I usually do....which is NEVER. I'm soaking up as much info as possible. Of course, I'm going for Kerry.....but I won't lie. I don't know as much about him as I should. I know more about his running mate because when they had the primaries, that's who I was going for. Kerry gets my vote by default. Because of his running mate and because his opponent is BUSH. I won't get too political today....but Bush, this song is dedicated to you.
Eminem - Mosh
Anyways, this is the second update within a week. Can you believe it? LOL. I haven't done that since 2-a-day entries were a regular for me. I guess I'll provide you with boring updates on my life.
-Yup, I ended up joining that clique I was referring to in my last update. I still don't know exactly how I feel about that though. I'm kinda indifferent.
-I went to WWE Raw this past Monday. It was pretty decent. I can't believe after all these years (about 20) I'm still a wrestling fan. I probably will be until the day I die too. I imagine that I'm gonna die of old age after I get finished playing a WWE game on Playstation 24 (because yes, I'll die a big video game freak as well).
-From Raw, I went to Milwaukee to attend a PPV called Taboo Tuesday. PPV's are usually on Sundays but this one was a special event. The first viewer-interactive event. Fans got to vote on the types of matches and other people's opponents. It was enjoyable because it was slightly unpredictable.
-When I get paid Friday, I'm gonna spend even MORE money because I am about to get some plane tickets to Arizona to "Meet The Parents". I'm sure I'll have some stories next month when I get back.
-WHERE THE HELL DID ALL THE CONCERTS GO? I haven't been to a concert since spring when I saw K. West. It's time for another concert. I'm a damn live event junkie.
-Hmmmm....maybe I'll take some new pictures sooner or later. I always say I will but never do. I don't look all that hot in the first place so there's no demand for images. It's been months and months so I'd be ahead of schedule if I did. LOL.
-Why do people ask for my fuckin number if they ain't ever calling? SMGDH!!!!!
-Who saw Jon Stewart hand CNN their asses. LMAO. I love it!!!!!!! Will someone hand BET their asses next.
Posted at 10/20/2004 5:50:05 pm by Jackaveli
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I FOUND MY SMILE!!!!
